Christmas
Of Human BondageChristmas in Of Human Bondage is less a single festive episode than a recurring marker in Philip Carey’s changing life. It frames childhood religious hope, the movement of the school year, Cronshaw’s last bid for literary recognition, and Philip’s return to the vicarage as his uncle is dying. The recurrence brings different kinds of expectation into view: a boy’s faith that a miracle will remake his body, an adult’s practical accounting of time and money, and the painful nearness of death.
Childhood, Prayer, and the School Calendar
At Christmas, Philip’s childhood is shaped by routines that make time feel both orderly and confining. The vicarage observes its ordinary rhythms, while school terms divide his experience into periods of departure and return. At the beginning of the Christmas term after his confirmation, Philip is moved into a study with Rose, a boy he admires for his easy popularity and warmth. Philip feels like an intruder among the boys already established there, but Rose is the first to draw him into the group, asking him to walk to the football field. Philip’s response reveals how disability and self-consciousness make even a friendly invitation difficult: he fears he cannot walk fast enough.
The religious confidence of Philip’s youth is expressed particularly intensely in prayer. In a cold room, shivering in his nightshirt, he kneels and asks God to make his club-foot whole before he returns to school. He turns the request into a repeated formula, praying again in the morning, during the pause after family prayers, and before bed. By fixing a date for the miracle, he makes Christmas and the school calendar part of a test of faith. His imagined result is concrete: he will run down the stairs, astonish his uncle, and need new boots. The hoped-for transformation gives the holiday’s passage a private, urgent meaning.
Adult Work and the Persistence of the Calendar
As Philip grows older, Christmas no longer belongs solely to the rhythms of school and family religion. His medical training places him among patients whose lives are governed by illness, poverty, and work. At St. Luke’s, the out-patients’ department receives long rows of people waiting in a dim room, many carrying bottles and gallipots. Philip finds that clinical encounters hold an absorbing interest: he learns how to question patients, notices how differently they respond to dangerous diagnoses, and discovers that they often trust him with their accounts of themselves. The change from Parisian painting to medicine is sharpened by this experience of direct contact with men and women.
The hospital’s practical demands continue beyond the Christmas season. In the district, Philip is called out at night to attend confinements, sometimes walking a mile or more through deserted streets with a messenger. In crowded, poorly ventilated homes, he waits alongside mothers, midwives, and relatives; families offer him tea and bread with dripping, and he has learned not to be squeamish. Such scenes place medical work inside the circumstances of the poor rather than apart from them. The arrival of a baby can be met not with uncomplicated celebration but with a man’s surly anger and a mother’s despair, because another child means another mouth to feed.
Cronshaw and the Attempt to Leave Something Behind
The season also falls near a final turn in Cronshaw’s life. Leonard Upjohn has gathered Cronshaw’s poems and seeks a publisher for them. Cronshaw had long dismissed the prospect of literary fame, imagining a book ignored by reviewers and left unsold, but illness and worsening financial need alter his response. He barely earns enough to maintain his drinking, and he becomes invested in the possibility of publishing once he knows he is going to die. The book offers a way to leave something behind and to reveal the poetry he believes he has kept to himself.
When a publisher agrees to print the poems, Upjohn persuades Cronshaw to provide ten pounds in advance of royalties. That announcement directly prompts Cronshaw’s decision to come to England. His late interest in publication contrasts with his former indifference to fame: facing death, he wants a volume to survive him and imagines its arrival as a revelation to the world. The episode makes the approach of Christmas part of a broader pattern in the novel, in which time’s end can revive desires that had seemed exhausted.
Christmas at the Vicarage
When Christmas falls on a Thursday, the shop is to close for four days. Philip writes to ask whether he may spend the holiday at the vicarage and learns from Mrs. Foster that Mr. Carey is too ill to write but wants to see him. The visit is framed by an instruction about appearance and tact: Mrs. Foster warns Philip that his uncle has changed and asks him to pretend not to notice. The request cannot disguise what Philip sees. The Vicar is hollow-cheeked and shrunken, sits with his head thrown back and a shawl over his shoulders, needs sticks to walk, and can feed himself only with difficulty.
During the visit, Philip’s attention moves between his uncle’s decline and his own precarious future. On Boxing Day evening he sits with the dozing Vicar and calculates what the household’s possessions might fetch: a few pieces of china might bring a decent price, while the substantial Victorian mahogany furniture would sell for little and the thousands of books might bring no more than a hundred pounds. He does not know what his uncle will leave him, and repeatedly estimates the smallest sum that would let him complete his medical training, take his degree, and live through hospital appointments.
That calculation acquires a terrible edge because Philip is exhausted by work and fears returning to the shop. Beside Mr. Carey’s bed are two bottles: a regular medicine and an opiate for unbearable pain, usually taken in the early hours. Philip recognizes that doubling the opiate could make his uncle die peacefully, without arousing suspicion, and finds the thought obsessing him. The possibility forces together his material need, his resentment of a man he has never liked, and the moral boundary he must not cross. Christmas, conventionally a homecoming, becomes instead a confrontation with inherited dependence, illness, and the temptation to turn another person’s death into an answer to his own hardship.
Recurrence and Significance
The Christmas episodes set childhood expectation against adult knowledge. The boy prays with complete faith for a bodily miracle and imagines the astonishment his healed foot will cause; the grown Philip, returning to the vicarage, knows that his uncle’s body is failing and thinks in sums, medicines, and the duration of his own training. The calendar recurs, but its promises do not. Its return measures not a simple progress toward maturity but the distance between the child’s confidence in divine intervention and the adult’s awareness of material need and mortality.
Across these appearances, Christmas gathers together the novel’s recurring concerns with religious belief, disability, work, poverty, and death. The holiday can suspend ordinary employment for four days, yet it cannot suspend the consequences of illness or the demands of earning a living. Nor does family reunion restore an uncomplicated home: Philip’s visit exposes how little warmth or security his relationship with his uncle provides. The season’s significance lies in this contrast between the calendar’s familiar recurrence and the irreversibility of what has changed in Philip and those around him.